I know what it's like …. I know what it's like to have amazing plans and they have to be cancelled because the person you planned them with killed themselves (suicide). After planning for the past 3 weeks to go to a concert with my best friend. He did the unthinkable he ended his life. It brings tears to my Eyes. And now my girlfriend is falling into a depression just like I was when my friend died.

I woke up to a beautiful day. With awesome amount of sleep and well rested. I walk to school with a hot cup the warmth filling my belly and making me warm when it's cold. I get to class and I see that he's not there but I'm just thinking “oh he overslept” so I went on with my day. At the end of math I got a phone call from my friends mom and she was crying she could barely speak but somehow she gathered the will to say “ I'm sorry ….. Hugo…… He committed suicide” and then hung up.

Suddenly a flashback of our good memories went through my mind. All the times my mom took us to the water park or the movies when we would be so loud and annoying that some people would yell back at us and we would throw popcorn at them and run away.